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I only ever have this moment. Right here. Right now. Yet, I can’t stop thinking about a moment that isn’t even here; I can’t stop thinking about a moment that isn’t even promised to me. I’m restless. I’m unsatisfied. I’m uncertain. I’m unhappy. I continue to wonder what’s next. Why am I so obsessed with what’s next? Why do I continue to be where I am not?
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