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Crawling out of the matrix
The appetite grows impenetrable
I’m trying to reach you
I’m trying to change you
But you’re moving too fast
Voraciously, the monster grows
It’s becoming too powerful
Out of control
Wait for me
Let me catch up
The dichotomy is becoming too much to bear
I can’t capture what’s quite left here
My subconscious mind knows no limits
The conscious mind knows every limit
A constant fight
A constant battle with fright
Paralysis is the only thing in sight
Trying to breakthrough
But every bone and muscle is solid tight
Can you break the pattern?
Or will you stay on the blue?
Never realizing all that could be true
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